Memories, Thoughts, Feelings ...

2010-04-11T13:29:00.004+08:00

Hi blogger !
Its been months that i didn't update my blog . The last post was Monday, September 7, 2009 .
More that 7 months . During the update of previous post , I was still a year 3 student in SP.
But at abt 1 mth plus ltr, I will be offically graduate from SP with a diploma cert.
Although grad from a course the is not intially what i want to study in nor a course i totally interested in, the experience i learnt and went through in the past 3 years is a life time memories for me.
Both good and bad times. You will never know what its like until you go through it.
I will always remember the lectures and frens that i got to know in poly .
Finally, i have fulfill my dream of going into ploy and get a diploma cert.
Buy why suddenly i fill such a big emplyness and total loss my heart.

Though i got a job now , it seems like i not totally into it. My heart seems to be drifting in the air. Don't know which direction to go. Not that i have bad experience in the job i have now, it just that everything seems not right to me.

It is like i'm a lost soul , floating it the air, not knowing which direction i should go or what i really want. Is like totally no goals to pursue in my life le. Before that , at least i know that i got to persevere enough to went through the 3 years of poly since it is not easy for me to get enrol into poly and by went through all the projects, pbils, pbls, MSTs and Exams , finally going to reach the ending point, to get the trophy for my persevere in ploy, it is really a great thing .

Yet, is like i'm a body without a soul , walk around not knowing what i REALLY want in my life.
Turning 24 this year , still don't have any plan or goal for my future, for me to pursue.
How sad isn't it!

Sometimes, i'm really envy for those people who always know what path want and then follow their own believe.

What about me?
When i got to know mine ???

2009-09-07T22:37:00.002+08:00

Yippie!!!
Holiday le...
Long time never up date blog le.
Due to my laziness :P
This week is the start of the 6 weeks of holiday but it does not mean i can really play and rest for the whole 6 weeks. There's still things to be done.
Don't know what to write le...

2009-05-15T20:47:00.003+08:00

Today only have 1 lesson which is IC design ...
Not able to get the waveform for 2 continuous lab ...
Angry... Getting on my nerves ...
Ha ha ...

Then after the lesson , peiling and I go the FC 6 vegetarian food stall for lunch whereas xueling , muntou and chin tat went to fc 2 mac . After lunch , peiling and i meet xueling and muntou and SRG room to do our FYP .

Today manage to do some hand on work ...
I believe all people looking at us as we doing , cos i think we talk and laugh the loudest.
heehee

MST coming soon, lab test and mini projects too...
Got to buck up ...
Jiayou , gals and frenz ... We can do it ^^

2nd week of the term...

2009-04-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday meet our FYP supervisor, he give us some ideal for what we are going to do for our fyp project...
After the briefing, I believe all of us were like OMG .
Because we know that it wouldn't be easy task for us.
But we will try our best ...
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU to sharon,jaslin,shirlin,cindy,last but not least , shianne!!!

Happy Birthday !!!!!

2009-04-21T20:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Myself and Idah !!!

Taurusgals...

2009-04-18T22:04:00.004+08:00

Today is my last day of my attachment...
Took some photos with the stuff.
Below is the photo with Jessy.
She is so sweet . Thanks for her accompany ...
And also thanks to the other staff for the guidance during my itp.
Next monday sch reopen le...
Got to jiayou for my 3rd year le...
To all my frens... JIAYOU ^^

Shianne & Jessy

2009-04-14T11:00:00.005+08:00

Having gathering with 2 group of gals.
Morning meet peiting and kaixin @ marina square's K-Box, i actually late for 30min really. Ps. Ps.
We sing from 11am to around 2.30pm. Hehe.
After that we went for walk from marina square to what actually intent to go but we end up at s'pore flyer .
Having chat-chit till around 4 plus , then we walk from s'pore flyer to bugis and went for my next gathering with mell, serene, and Jeslin.
When we meet up, they surprise me with a gift from each of them...

Really a BIG thanks to u gals...

This week's sat will be the end of my 7weeks attachment and Next monday will be my start of my 3rd year.

Time really flies...
Going to turn 23 years old and being a 3rd year student...
Frankly speaking, I still unsure what I want ...
Unsurance for future ...

5th week of ITP...

2009-03-31T21:23:00.003+08:00

It is already 5th week of ITP ...
2 more weeks then will be the end of itp and starting of year 3.
Times flies... Going to be third year soon...
Is like i just enter the school not long and now i'm going to be third year student le...
Got to jiayou , in order to get a good grade and maintain my gpa...
Really hope so...

Jiayou jiayou jiayou , My Frenz.....

Farewell, 姑婆 ...

2009-03-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

Never expectantly within less than 3 months, another elder relative of mine,
my grandaunt (father side) passed away on 050309.
This reminds me when i was around 4 yeas old , after 1 and another , my granduncle(father's side), grandfather(father's side) and grandfather(mother's side) passed away...

This give me a fear ... Since my wai po passed away, i always carried this feeling with me...

Life and reality meant to be cruel but is true. We cannot escape from it, we got to face it sooner or later...

2009-02-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

Never update blog since 27 Jan .

Going for attachment from 02 March to 18 April.
Before that having exam. Really stunting one after another.
Really hope i can maintain my GPA, having all modules passes.

Dates to remember :
17 March - Praying for waipo's 49th days.
18 March - Exam result release.
06 April - need to choose for last GEMS.
21 April - Sch reopen

Hoping that everything is done successfully, pass my ITP , exam result , FYP...
Hoping that everyone around me is health, happy, safe and sound.

Really nothing much to wish for le ....

外婆,永别了...

2009-01-28T04:00:00.003+08:00

Today is the day most unexpected day for my family and I.
My grandma (my wai po) passed away yesterday - 27 jan 2009 (consider third day of new year due to the time)
Maybe is fate , having her to stay till the third day of CNY then let her to passed away peacefully. Bcos usually on second day of CNY, there will be gathering at my grandma hse . But this year everything is simplifed . Just have a simply dinner at my youngest uncle hse after visiting my grandma at SGH during afternoon...

Actually, i went to my mama's eldest's fren's hse to ask her for help, while doing half way, she receive a call from my mama youngest sis, saying that my grandma situation not good, asking all of them to rush to hospital .

After reaching hm for around less than half an hour, i receive a call from my aunt-in-law, saying that my grandma as just pass away, asking whether my bro and i want to go to the hospital...
Tears started to flow down my face after hearing the breaking news... Rushing down to SGH, saw her lying on the bed peacefully... Thinking that she finally can rest in peace , no more suffering for her...

Farewell, wai po... Please don't worry , we will be fine...
You will be always in our heart...
Goodbye...

2009-01-26T23:41:00.004+08:00

It meant to be the 1st day of the Ox year today. While everyone still in the celebrate mood for CNY, the CNY is already not meant for me since my grandma(wai po) two stroke approach last year.

AND TODAY, with my very own eye, I have to see my grandma being sent by ambulance, toward hospital. Saw my aunties, uncle and my mama , with the worried face , making their way to hospital. As for me, there is no vancent seat, i have to go home and wait for the news...

My Mood now is damn down ...

Afternoon still having chit-chat with relative and cousin, yet now, very right now, my tears keep flowing out of my eyes.

I'm Very worried...

2008-10-30T17:07:00.003+08:00

It has been more than 1 month never update blog .
Now already the 3rd week since school reopen.For time-table wise, is okay. But the schedule of teaching is like damn pack and the MST is held on the 8th week of the academic year Sem2.
Everything got to learn and revise before that week .
STRESSFUL...
Everything not the same now. There limits and Suspicious.
Whatever case,

Frenz, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU. Hoping that you all strive for your own goals and will come true...

2008-09-03T17:08:00.002+08:00

This few months , things happen too sudden that lead me don't know what to do or how to react.
Seems to be settle down yet happen.
How I wish everything can be resolved and be as usual.
Hoping everything can run smooth and reach the destination.

Treasure what you have now, because you might not know what will happen in the next second in your life...
Be contented , Be thankful.
Life will not restart ,you can never turn back as you like.
My friends...
I will always be there when you need me,even if is just standing by your side, listen to your sorrow...

2008-08-03T17:32:00.003+08:00

Tired... Tired... Tired... Tired... Tired...

Really feeling tired ...
Yesterday, stay over night at mw house. Doing RWP report.
Still doing now at her house...
Don't know what to write le...
Brain cells killing in process...

Help... Help... Help... Help... Help...

2008-07-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

-PRAY HARD -

Really hoping that she will be fine and fully recover real soon !!!

P.S : Please don't ask me what happen ... Thanks

2008-06-30T21:15:00.004+08:00

Long time Nv update le~

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I must say is really a tiring day , For me,pt,pl,mw and xl.
Really no comments :p

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YEAH~
Finally,5 of us get to mit up le , after 2 years plus i think. We took lots of picture. Haha. We chat awhile, as we thought is really jus a while. In fact we actually chat for 2 hours. It seems not enough for us.

P.s. Theres some thoughts i don't intend to posts in the blog because I personal.

Hopefully the poly life is a smooth one for those in poly now, including myself...
Take care,Everyone ;-)

2008-06-04T23:58:00.006+08:00

This week is the start of 3 weeks holidays. In fact, I have left with 2weeks and 3days of holidays. But this 3 week is not totally meant for us to to relax and enjoy, its also for us to do our revision for the MST after the 3 weeks .
Today, we started with LD revision. After that, we (poly frenz cum classmates) went to IMM and gave FM a surprise b'day cake & gift.
Grad day just ended last week.
Time really flies... It has been 1 year since last year's grad day.
When will be mine?
Will I be able to gradate just like this year's gradates did ?
Only as time comes will prove ...

2008-05-11T19:28:00.003+08:00

Its has been almost 1 mth since sch reopen .
Going to have MST about less than 2 mths.
Ahahahaha...

Before that theres a lot of stuff to be done.EPI report need to handin by/before week 7,RWP intro of the report need to be done, Project 2's report and the 2 projects before this sem and there maybe lots more of task to be done.
Year2 I must say its a busy year for us .

All of us are busy with either our studies or work . Its difficult of us to meet up. Really miss them a lot , especially the times that we spend together.
REALLY feel the pressure for doing well for every module. Its really racing against time we have and do other tasks.

The longer time i spend in poly, the more pressure i face .
I have to overcome it, My poly palz too.
I know that we can face them.

Jiayou !!! My Frenz !!! In whatever position your are now ...

2008-04-24T20:32:00.002+08:00

I received two present for two group of frenz and a cake from my poly palz on this year's bday.

~ 12april ~
Received a bag ,given by kamell,guihua,meiyin.It's black in colour.Together with a big bday card drawn by kamell.

~ 21april ~
Received a cake from my poly frenz . Prepared by munwei . Sang bday together by munwei,peiling,xueling,chintat and fahmi. It was a surprise one.

~ 24april ~
Received a purple forever frenz pillow , a green 'Tofu' handphone holder and a sunflower from peiting and kaixin.

Really a BIG thanks you to all my frenz who still remember my bday by wishing me happy birthday and ALL above mention frenz.
Thanks for you all wishes and gift.

2008-04-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

21April is not only mine birthday, its also my ITE frenz , Idah's birthday.

Happy 21st Birthday , Idah !!!

Happy 22th Birthday to Myself too !!!

2008-04-19T15:47:00.004+08:00

It has been almost 1 week since sch reopen.

Just only started for a week , yet we feel the stressful life we going to get in year 2.
Now then i know why some of them quit sch after year 1 or even year 2.
The stress you going to face is anonymous. It will start since your year 2 very 1st lesson.
After hearing the lecturer said, you will feel the pressure instantly.

OMG !!! How am i going to face in positivly leh?
Toward life of yr2 really is a unknown for me.Will i be able to 'survive' ? Will i able to continue get a good grade? Frankly speaking, I don't dare to think of it. To me now, i can pass all my modules in year 2 is already very good le. Truthfully. This is what i think now. As i continue, will i change my mind set again. I don't know.

Life is really a unknow factor. You can't predict whats going to happen next or prevent anything to happen. No matter what you got to face it . But ,saying is always easier then done.
Very conflicting thinking...

2008-04-13T11:45:00.002+08:00

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Today is xiuxian, my pri sch fren's bday.

I really have a good time with kamell and guihua.Actually , meiyin and grace are to able to meet us will be even better.
But is okay, hoping that 5 of us can meet up someday to have a long miss gathering.

We went to cityhall and Vivo.
Have a good chit-chat while having our dinner @ ViVo .
Although is a simple gathering , we really enjoy ourself.
While on the way hm, kamell and guihua really make me laugh till my stomach cramp. Haha

200408 will be meeting peiting and kaixin...
Really looking forward...
Tomorrow sch reopen le.
I will be in year 2 le , meiyin will be in nyp and kamell will be in nafa at Aug.

All of us are working hard towards our owns journey...

2008-04-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

The ONLY sentance I want say is

TODAY REALLY NOT MY DAY !!!

2008-04-04T13:10:00.002+08:00

On wed , I went to peiting hse to help her to choose gems . Peiling & xueling at hm help peiting too.

G...E...M...S...

ERR... We really hate choosing gems.
It really making us heart attack man. Always having server problems.
When we choosen the class, always loading damn slow . End up either cannot get the GEMS modules we want or class.
Really annoying leh...
What to do... Taking GEMS is applicable to ALL SP full time student.

Yesterday I and Peiting finally able to meet up kaixin. We went to PS mos burger . They have their lunch while i having my drinks. Really long time nv saw kx le. She still busy as usual.
We ask her when is she and her bf gf going to ROM. She say maybe next year ba.
We really looking forward to it. Still under planning. Not confirm yet...

12th april going to meet sec sch frenz. Kamell , Meiyin , Gui hua and last but not least, Grace.
It has been a lot time that five of us get to meet up together le. Last time we all get to meet up is 2005 ba if I'm not wrong.
Looking forward to meet them... Hoping we have good time together and memories ;-D

I today receive Meiyin sms. She got in NYP , Business Informatics .So Happy for her. 2 years of waiting really pay off. Next is Guihua. Hope that she can got in Shatec next year .

Study is really not a easy journey for 4 of us. It let us took longer path way than others.
I believe we can do it de, as long as we tried our very best with our hearts and minds .
Wishing that 4 of us will get through our obstacle and have a good way ahead for us.
Really Hoping =)

2008-03-28T15:42:00.008+08:00

Yesterday is my bro's bithday.18 years old le.
So good... How i wish i still 18 .

Haha... Only in dreams la ... Cos time can never goes back ...

Know the gems appointment le , but time-table haven't release yet.

ERR... My gems appointment is different from my frenz . Mine is 9.30am whereas theirs is 12.30 . Ahh... Why like that ? How they set appointment de ? Sianzzz..

What to do ...

Just went to trim my hair. Feel fresher as my fringe is annoying me as it cover and touches my eyes . Haha... Making me so uncomfortable . HeHe.....
After trimming my hair, my mama say " Why your fringe still looks long ?". I said if cut even shorter i look like "blur blur". Haha.

I meeting peiting tomorrow ...

2008-03-26T16:35:00.005+08:00

After deleting my previous for months ,
this is my first blogging in this new blog.

Less than 1 month , holiday will be over and comes my 22th birthday too.

1 year has pass and all my frenz have that own dreams/wish to be fulfilled.
On the 24 mar , i receive sms from kamell saying that she got into nafa. I'm so happy for her,. After 2 years of waiting , she finally able to got in. As for meiyin, she is still waiting for her's result of applying nyp to be release. Really hope she can get in to poly.

It has been to 2years after left ITE. Its seems to be happen jus yesterday. Left BLSS and entered ITE(Dover), left ite and then 1 year of waiting ,entering SP.

All this years,I feel that life do have up-and-downs , is just that how are you going to look at it and react .

But saying is always easier than doing.

Before sch reopens, I still have to choose gems. ERRR......
It is so troublesome. Haizzz. Don't what gems to choose.
After sch reopens,14 April, I will be year 2 le.
Hows's my life going to be like ???? Hmmm.....

Okay la. That's all for today...

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