Hi blogger !
Its been months that i didn't update my blog . The last post was Monday, September 7, 2009 .
More that 7 months . During the update of previous post , I was still a year 3 student in SP.
But at abt 1 mth plus ltr, I will be offically graduate from SP with a diploma cert.
Although grad from a course the is not intially what i want to study in nor a course i totally interested in, the experience i learnt and went through in the past 3 years is a life time memories for me.
Both good and bad times. You will never know what its like until you go through it.
I will always remember the lectures and frens that i got to know in poly .
Finally, i have fulfill my dream of going into ploy and get a diploma cert.
Buy why suddenly i fill such a big emplyness and total loss my heart.

Though i got a job now , it seems like i not totally into it. My heart seems to be drifting in the air. Don't know which direction to go. Not that i have bad experience in the job i have now, it just that everything seems not right to me.

It is like i'm a lost soul , floating it the air, not knowing which direction i should go or what i really want. Is like totally no goals to pursue in my life le. Before that , at least i know that i got to persevere enough to went through the 3 years of poly since it is not easy for me to get enrol into poly and by went through all the projects, pbils, pbls, MSTs and Exams , finally going to reach the ending point, to get the trophy for my persevere in ploy, it is really a great thing .

Yet, is like i'm a body without a soul , walk around not knowing what i REALLY want in my life.
Turning 24 this year , still don't have any plan or goal for my future, for me to pursue.
How sad isn't it!

Sometimes, i'm really envy for those people who always know what path want and then follow their own believe.

What about me?
When i got to know mine ???