It meant to be the 1st day of the Ox year today. While everyone still in the celebrate mood for CNY, the CNY is already not meant for me since my grandma(wai po) two stroke approach last year.

AND TODAY, with my very own eye, I have to see my grandma being sent by ambulance, toward hospital. Saw my aunties, uncle and my mama , with the worried face , making their way to hospital. As for me, there is no vancent seat, i have to go home and wait for the news...

My Mood now is damn down ...

Afternoon still having chit-chat with relative and cousin, yet now, very right now, my tears keep flowing out of my eyes.

I'm Very worried...